PLAYLIST

telingaku mungkin beda sama telinga kalian. mungkin aku suka kalian ga suka. mungkin aku enjoy kalian ga enjoy. mungkin aku bilang bagus kalian bilang alay. tapi at least, I want you all to feel what I feel when I enjoy the song :D
ada sih lagu galau, walaupun aku ga suka lagu galau, tapi it's easy listening.. enjoy aja, mungkin bisa menarik telinga anda :P

EMBERS - OWL CITY

http://www.metrolyrics.com/embers-lyrics-owl-city.html
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5si7w3uS9tU

And you’ll find, there’ll be mornings when the ashes and embers are cold  
But you’ll fight with a passion and you’ll never stop ‘cause you know  
Yeah you know it gets better and your story is yet to be told  
Every push, every shove, every war, every love  
Yeah the coals are beginning to glow  
So I’m fanning the flames to climb so high ‘cause there’s no other way we can stay alive 
‘Cause we’re burning bright as we all unite  
And when it’s all said and done we’ll shine like the sun so don’t let the fire die  
And we’ll watch the sky as it fills with light  
And though the embers are new, whatever you do just don’t let the fire die  

SOME NIGHTS - FUN

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/fun/somenights.html
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qQkBeOisNM0

Well, some nights, I wish that this all would end
Cause I could use some friends for a change
And some nights, I'm scared you'll forget me again
Some nights, I always win, I always win...
But I still wake up, I still see your ghost
Oh Lord, I'm still not sure what I stand for, oh
What do I stand for? What do I stand for?
Most nights, I don't know... (come on)
So this is it? I sold my soul for this?
Washed my hands of that for this?
I miss my mom and dad for this?

POUND THE ALARM - NICKI MINAJ
http://www.metrolyrics.com/pound-the-alarm-lyrics-nicki-minaj.html
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3T5eb1XOZAA

I see some good girls, 
I'mma turn 'em out  
Ok bottle, sip, bottle, guzzle  
I'm a bad bitch, no muzzle, hey?  
Bottle, sip, bottle, guzzle  
I'm a bad bitch, no muzzle, let's go  
Music, makes me, high  
Oh, oh, oh, come fill my glass up a little more  
We 'bout to get up, and burn this floor  
You know we getting hotter, and hotter  
Sexy and hotter, let's shut it down 
Pound the alarm!

TAKE IT ALL AWAY - OWL CITY

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/owlcity/takeitallaway.html
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=31gK9PBfts8

I felt a pain in my chest with your kiss on my cheek
And as I try to digest the words I couldn't believe
I'm left with nothing to say with my heart on my sleeve
Making it easy to hurt and even harder to breathe
So if you're gonna go and leave me in a lonely grave
I won't let it show until you've finally flown away
You gotta know that you tear me up when you say
You wanna take it all away, take it all away
You tear me up when you say
You wanna take it all away, take it all away
You were the one and it was enough
To be the one you were dreaming of
You were the one and we called it love
And now you take it all away, take it all away

GOOD TIME - OWL CITY

http://www.directlyrics.com/owl-city-good-time-lyrics.html

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H7HmzwI67ec

Woke up on the right side of the bed
What's up with this Prince song inside my head?
Hands up if you're down to get down tonight
Cause it's always a good time.
Slept in all my clothes like I didn't care
Hopped into a cab, take me anywhere
I'm in if you're down to get down tonight
Cause it's always a good time
Good morning and good night
I wake up at twilight
It's gonna be alright
We don't even have to try
It's always a good time

DRIVE BY - TRAIN

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/train/driveby.html

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oxqnFJ3lp5k

Oh but that one night
Was more than just right
I didn't leave you 'cause I was all through
Oh I was overwhelmed and frankly scared as hell
Because I really fell for you
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by
Just a shy guy looking for a two-ply
Hefty bag to hold my love
When you move me everything is groovy
They don't like it sue me
Mmm the way you do me
Oh I swear to you
I'll be there for you
This is not a drive by

AS LONG AS YOU LOVE ME - JUSTIN BIEBER

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/justinbieber/aslongasyouloveme.html

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R4em3LKQCAQ

As long as you love me
We could be starving, we could be homeless, we could be broke
As long as you love me
I'll be your platinum, I'll be your silver, I'll be your gold
As long as you love, love, love, love me (love me)
As long as you love, love, love, love me (love me)
I'll be your soldier,
Fighting every second of the day for your dreams, girl
I'll be your Hova
You can be my Destiny's Child on the scene girl
So don't stress, don't cry, we don't need no wings to fly
Just take my hand

WE ARE NEVER EVER GETTING BACK TOGETHER - TAYLOR SWIFT

http://www.azlyrics.com/lyrics/taylorswift/weareneverevergettingbacktogether.html
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WA4iX5D9Z64

I remember when we broke up the first time
Saying, "This is it, I've had enough," 'cause like
We hadn't seen each other in a month
When you said you needed space. (What?)
Then you come around again and say
"Baby, I miss you and I swear I'm gonna change, trust me."
Remember how that lasted for a day?
I say, "I hate you," we break up, you call me, "I love you."
Oooh we called it off again last night
But oooh, this time I'm telling you, I'm telling you
We are never ever ever getting back together
We are never ever ever getting back together
You go talk to your friends, talk to my friends, talk to me
But we are never ever ever ever getting back together
Like, ever...

ONE MORE NIGHT - MAROON5

http://www.directlyrics.com/maroon-5-one-more-night-lyrics.html

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fwK7ggA3-bU

But baby there you again, there you again making me love you
Yeah I stopped using my head, using my head let it all go
Got you stuck on my body, on my body like a tattoo
And now i'm feeling stupid, feeling stupid crawling back to you
So I cross my heart, and I hope to die, that I'll only stay with you one more night
And I know I said it a million times
But i'll only stay with you one more night
Trying to tell you no, but my body keeps on telling you yes
Trying to tell you stop, but your lipstick got me so out of breath
I'd be waking up, in the morning probably hating myself
And i'd be waking up, feeling satisfied but guilty as hell

DISTANCE

what's scary part of distance?

people say
I will be apart from you for a very long time
then you may miss me
or forget me
or find another
or enjoy your self without me
or something

people say
it will be hard to make
that distance will ruin some minds, or principle
that time will kill us
that we won't stand

people say
distance is creepy
where you can't find each others' eyes 
where you can't listen to each others' heart beat
where you can't read each others' mind
where you can't feel each others' breath
where you can't smell each others' sweat
where you can't call each others' name
where you can't hold each others' hands
where you can't hug each others' soul
where you can't kiss each others' shadow
where you can't taste each others' memories

where you can't 

where you can't

people say
we will be leaving
we will be apart
apart and in distance

distance says
watch out! I am the wind to the fire!
I may blow and kill you..
I may whisper before your death
I may make you cold and without soul
I may take your breath and never give it back

I may kill you

I may kill you

but watch me in! I am the wind to the fire!
fire, that without me you can't be still alive
that without me you can't be that bright and warm
that without me you can't be the light
that without me you have no soul
fire, this is me, darling
it's your choice to let me in smooth or rough
because I am the wind to the fire!
I may kill you, but I will be the one that makes you alive

people say
I will miss you
a lot


my heart says
God, thanks for giving me a moon to miss
a star to keep
a guidance to hold
a hero to believe
a heart to love
that I always feel grateful to have him as mine

I say
I will miss you
a lot
but I think I love it missing you :)

it is not about being inseparable
it is about even if being separated, nothing changes

PILLARS

well, this is my reference of my resolutions. because yes, character building, I don't know how, is needed. as long as you know that I don't gain much in this point.

Trustworthiness

Be honest • Don’t deceive, cheat, or steal • Be reliable — do what you say you’ll do • Have the courage to do the right thing • Build a good reputation • Be loyal — stand by your family, friends, and country

Respect

Treat others with respect; follow the Golden Rule • Be tolerant and accepting of differences • Use good manners, not bad language • Be considerate of the feelings of others • Don’t threaten, hit or hurt anyone • Deal peacefully with anger, insults, and disagreements

Responsibility

Do what you are supposed to do • Plan ahead • Persevere: keep on trying! • Always do your best • Use self-control • Be self-disciplined • Think before you act — consider the consequences • Be accountable for your words, actions, and attitudes • Set a good example for others

Fairness

Play by the rules • Take turns and share • Be open-minded; listen to others • Don’t take advantage of others • Don’t blame others carelessly • Treat all people fairly

Caring

Be kind • Be compassionate and show you care • Express gratitude • Forgive others • Help people in need

Citizenship

Do your share to make your school and community better • Cooperate • Get involved in community affairs • Stay informed; vote • Be a good neighbor • Obey laws and rules • Respect authority • Protect the environment • Volunteer

BECAUSE I LOVE IT TO LOVE YOU

so I love you :)

WELCOMING EVIL YEAR

jadi, sudah bisakah saya menyebut kelas dua belas dengan Evil Year?
karena emang begitu adanya. kelas dua belas yang memaksaku buat semakin rajin, sementara 'rajin' sendiri merupakan salah satu faktor penghancur eksistensi seorang Avi. hal lain, kelas dua belas juga memaksaku untuk putus hubungan dengan internet. ah, internet, aku masih sangat mencintainya...
dan juga blog ini, kalau waktu aku kelas sebelas blog ini seperti timbul tenggelam, kelas dua belas ini mungkin saja akan tenggelam, alias mati. aku akan sangat merindukan blog ini, bagaimana rasanya menulis entri dan bagaimana euforianya membaca statistik. ngomong-ngomong tentang blog, aku lebih suka dashboard lama dari pada yang baru yang sok keren. eh.

naaaah,
barusan aku mendapat sebuah pencerahan.
hidup itu bukan mencari kesenangan, tetapi menyenangkan ketidaksenangan. life is not to get joys, but to enjoy the joylessness.
jadi, instead of mengeluh ini itu bilang tahun ini tahun jahat dan sebagainya (kapan-kapan judul entri ini aku ganti deh), mendingan kita buat resolusi. sapa tau yang baca ini, bisa tergugah hatinya buat bikin resolusi juga. yah, ini juga baru sekedar ide, belom tentu aku melaksanakan ini sih..

1. Allah Maha Memahami
tadi aku ngeliat Vina (ya, ponakanku yang paling bersih dan suci) bagaikan motivator ngomong di depan kelas, dan aku manggut-manggut menyetujui satu poin. bahwa. praying is the most important thing to do in our life. apapun yang akan kita lakukan, kita raih, kita gapai, kita wujudkan, jika kita berhubungan baik dengan Tuhan, maka semua hal yang kita jamah akan diberkahi dan dilancarkan. dan itu beneran. mungkin buat orang yang just-so-so, meremehkan hal ini (aku juga bukan orang yang agamis sih. tapi at least, aku menjunjung tinggi nilai Ketuhanan. yee) dan menaruhnya di posisi nomor sekian. tapi aku sendiri membuktikannya. bukan berarti dengan lebih rajin berdoa terus apapun jadi berhasil. enggak. tapi dengan berdoa, kita akan lebih belajar untuk bersyukur, dan itu membuat kita keep thinking positive dan selalu merasa bahagia karenanya. serius, perbanyaklah doa :)

2.rajin itu tidak buruk juga
usaha itu mau ga mau aku bilang belajar. orang mau bisa, ga mungkin ga belajar. dan oh ya, belajar itu ga selalu dari membaca buku dan mencatat, versiku. aku pun bukan tipe orang yang rajin dan selalu mencatat dan mengerjakan peer. semua orang yang kenal aku pasti tau kebiasaanku yang males banget. selama ini sih, aku belajar dari temen. yaaa, dari catetan temen, dari dengerin ocehan temen kalo lagi pada belajar, dari nyontek peer temen, dari tanya-tanya temen juga. aku enjoy that, tapi kalo sama aja, namanya bukan resolusi. maka dari ituuu, dengan berat hati aku nyatakan, aku akan lebih rajin membaca buku dan mencatat dan menghafal dan memahami dan mengerjakan tugas dan mengerjakan peer. dan tentunya mengurangi frekuensi membolos.

3. bersikap pintar itu beda sama jahat
kalau dalam kerja sama sama temen, terus kita mengusahakan bagian kita, terus setelah semua pihak setuju dan ternyata kita dapet bagian paling menguntungkan, itu bukan jahat kan ya? kalo aku, menerapkan hal semacam itu sih sah sah saja. bukan mengambil untung dari temen lho ya. ini mengambil untung yang disediakan. kalau ga enak sama istilahnya, tinggal diganti aja kan? :P sugestikan diri anda sendiri, bersikap pintar itu beda sama jahat. (resolusi ini tidak berlaku bagi orang baik)

apa yaaaaa?
penuhi saja hidupmu dengan rasa cinta. sumpah, cinta itu sangat berpengaruh. :3

jadi, sudahlah, intinya toh aku mau mengucapkan selamat datang tahun jahat. bersikaplah baik pada angkatan kami yaa.. kami mencintaimuuu...