A NEW YOU

Entering the new stage of your life, my life too eventually, the time when you've passed one more adorable phase of your adorable life. Those moments when you fought for your self, to find the real side of you, when you finally found who your true friends are, when you then knew what love is, met an amazing beast to fall for, took your sword to keep your pride, to keep your family, when you knew that life is not always good, you found enemies, you liked stupid things, new things, bad, good, great things.
Yes, high school.

Memories we can't even forget, things we can't even deny, moments we can't even replay, times we can't even repeat make me always wonder how I will be on the next stage of life. I mean, it really is hard to move on, to simply move up, to make something really new while you are walking forward leaving your old things behind. You know, old things are still your things.

And it will be harder if you've already fallen for it.
Well, let's stop this menye.

We are facing the reality that we step on a higher stair, when we will be free (or maybe alone for those-who-cannot-be-far-away-to-their-parents, really) from parents, live our own life, earn money, work for your self, study, study, study, finish your study, create something new, impress lecturers, create other achievements, go abroad for fun, search for many kinds of scholarship, and finally make your parents never regret to have you in their life.
Yes, college.

That new (I am actually worrying of my own word 'new') atmosphere will lead you to new environment and finally the new you. Good things enter your life. You can learn how to dance salsa, or be a cook, or paint famous-to-be paintings, or whatever you newly know in this step. You can find diligent people who will make you love your books, mechanics to teach you how to make over your motorcycle, engineers to show you how to work scientifically, even scientists who can make you enter laboratory more often than what you can imagine.
But remember, bad things will never let good things fight alone. They feel pleased to accompany good things everywhere. You probably find bad people who will show you how to smoke, how to drink, how to enter the dance floor, how to use drugs, how to club, how to gamble, how to date bitches, or whatever you newly know in this step. They can simply lead you to be far, and more far away from your parents, and even God. Or maybe simple bad things, like railing or cursing by bad words, or by defaming people by things they don't belong. They probably call you bitch or pig or dog or others. They maybe force you to manipulate or bully a nerd. They maybe just take advantages of what you have.

And it is your choice how you will live.

I am not that brave enough to face this world alone too. I need God in a very huge proportion. I need my angels sent by Him, my parents. I need my best friends to catch me when I'm falling and to lift me when I'm high. I need my super beast to shed loves and to be shed by loves as a bonus. But I am preparing my self always for the worst. Simple thoughts, worrying about simple things. I just can keep encouraging my self not to be dumb, and what I really, really want you all to emphasize here is not to be dumber than me.
Just don't be dumber than me.

Keep positive, people. Think positive, do positive. Be a woman with girl's style and lady's thoughts. Be a man who deserves your lady. Just remember that good people always gather with good people, better with better, and best with best. The rest is just your choice whether to be good, better, or best. In this college stage you will be a new you undeniably. But this new you will be on the path you're building right now, in an atmosphere you're preparing right now, and in a mind you're planning right now. So don't procrastinate, build a new you from now on.
I wish I thought of it earlier. But life is never too late for something good.

Be in the business of being awesome!

From now on.
Just don't be dumber than me.