Maybe some of you feel that it is really needed to relax by going somewhere or doing something you had never ever done in your life. Or maybe some other choose to be comfortably home preparing everything for the next exam. Me? Oh if only I can really choose.
Life is hard. But when you are facing your exam, it is harder.
And unfortunately, for my parents, everyday is my examination.
If I can barely choose, as a freedom-enjoy-er, I'd rather spend almost all my savings for the sake of vacation. Well I can go anywhere. To your house, probably. Or just by playing around to my relatives' houses in many beautiful places like Bali or Palembang or even Papua (I don't have any relative there btw, but everyone is family, right?). Or one dream I miserably haven't reached yet is visiting my bitch's dream house (I mean, it is!) in Lombok.
Before I continue, you have to clear your mind about what I do mean by bitch. Really.
If, only if, I have a chance to get my second option, it would be hanging out with my friends. No mall (it is not a recommended place for real playing) nor even movie. I'd rather choose to climb a mountain or follow a long, long river or do a risky rafting or play with adrenaline. I honestly don't like height, but I really want to feel how it is like to fall from a kilometer high (of course it is bungee jumping, not self-killing) or how it feels to go to another river side by rope or how it would be to walk on a very high rope-made bridge. I can vomit or even be stupidly fainted. But I DO want it.
I am just too afraid of being silly. That's how I need my oh-please friends with me.
But the main problem here is, my parents don't like adventure.
My parents hate adventure. My adventure, briefly.
Do you have any to-do list? I do.
And the first thing I really want to do later, in my college, is take gunning course. I always imagine my self looking straight to one red point and in a very slow motion I shot my shot to the shot spot. And see, how that red point is pointed then that pride flows from my head to the toes. It has to be so good.
Second, obsessed to polo sport (but it's likely impossible to have that sport in Indonesia), I want to ride horse. I've spend my childhood imagination to wait for that prince charming riding white horse while giving the sweetest smile in the entire world and pick me up and say 'let's fight together, my princess, for our happily-ever-after'. But realizing that no prince will come that way, so why don't I try to be that princess charming? No weirdness, R A Kartini taught us.
So you, my prince who doesn't ride white horse, just be prepared.
Third, can somebody please teach me fencing? Sword play always looks great! It is a combination of crime and art and I love both. I can have that sight in my head, where some criminals intend to kill me or ask my money (even if I just have a dollar, they don't deserve), then I stay calm and give a cool cynical smile, then I secretly touch my waist where I put my sword, then they come forward but I have already hold my shiny and sharp steel and stab them! And boom, they run stupidly afraid of me.
Once again, don't you see that those are all adventure?
Final conclusion is that right here right now I am writing this post in a very cold night, fail to edit my own blog because of being too busy staring at my schedule.
My schedule, that tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, the day after the day after tomorrow, and some months later, I have to swallow the reality to have an intensive course to enter university, to be obsessed to dietary management, to take driving course (please, I have had my driving license!), to gather with my business partners, and no vacation. No vacation, at all.
Accept the truth.
And I always do. Because being grateful is what all human beings really need to live a life.
Well, have a good time, everyone!
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