tapi eh tapi, galau yang ini sepertinya berdampak positif. atau lebih tepatnya dipaksakan supaya berdampak positif.
gimana lagi caranya mengekspresikan perasaan galau? semua lagu di playlist berasanya lagu bahagia semua. orang yang kamu lihat berasanya orang tanpa beban semua. bener" berasa kamu orang paling ga beruntung di dunia dan apalagi gatau cara ngungkapinnya. mau triak dimarah tetangga. mau nangis diketawain anak kecil. mau marah disangka kesurupan. mau ketawa" disangka gila.
jadi?
beberapa minggu yang lalu,tepatnya tanggal 3 januari 2011 (sepertinya) adalah puncak binti puncak kegalauan tiada tara. oke,alay. tapi emang gitu. orang yang aku anggep care entah knapa tiba" ngilang lenyap ditelan bumi. gimana ga galau ye? --'
and finally that day,i sang what i heard in my head.
title : menggalau
look at me, what did you see on me? i was in dark with no one's around me. i needed someone to love. i needed someone to hold.
so don't you see what makes me smile for no reason and what makes me survive in this condition? when the waves are above me. when there's no color in me.
i hate this empty feeling when i miss you. i hate this miserable tears.
when i'm waiting for your heart
waiting for your heart to care
to care that all i need is just to see you there...
you were there. you were the reason why i smiled. you took my life so much easier. when there's no hope in my heart. when there's no dream in my head.
now all i see you've changed all the way i know. i don't even know where you're right now. i can't find you anywhere. i can't find you anymore.
i hate this empty feeling when i miss you. i hate these miserable tears.
when i'm waiting for your heart
waiting for your heart to care
to care that all i need is just to see you there.
i hate that i cannot think when i miss you. i hate these miserable heartbeats.
but i have nothing to change
to change how much my feeling
my feeling of needing you standing there
for me...
don't you ever think that i never try to forget what we have done before.
i'm trying everyday. i'm trying every night. but the stronger i try forgetting, the stronger i stay believing.
i hate this empty feeling when i miss you. i hate these miserable tears.
when i'm waiting for your heart
waiting for your heart to care
to care that all i need is just to see you there.
i hate that i cannot think when i miss you. i hate these miserable heartbeats.
but i have nothing to change
to change how much my feeling
my feeling of needing you standing there
once again...
haha lagu itu kunyanyiin hampir setiap hari entah di kelas, di kamar, di kamar mandi, di dapur, di angkot, di jalan, di mana-mana kunyanyiin saking galaunya sampe akhirnya tanggal 11 januari 2011 tidak galau lagi. :3 unyuuu....
tapi skarang kalo galau bawaanny nyanyi lagu itu ._. soalnya emang mengandung kebenaran juga kalo i hate this empty feeling when i miss him. and i AM missing him.
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