Missing You by Avi

inget entri ini?
http://fabulousasiam.blogspot.com/2011/01/aku-punya-lagu.html

yep itu udah post bulan januari. tapi bikin publikasinya baru sempet kemaren. kemaren waktu pas penggalauan hebat yang tak berujung hahaha. kemaren itu.....rasanya miriiiip banget sama waktu aku ngepost lagu itu tanggal 27 januari 2011. rasanya ilang, tapi ga ada yang nemuin. rasanya ngarep, tapi ga ada yang diharepin. rasanya ngenes, kasian banget sama diri sendiri. dan jenjeng, teringatlah akan lagu ini dan terbikinlah lagu yang sedemikian rupa sehingga terdengar sangat (ehm) galau ini. oke, that's curcol.

LATAR BELAKANG VIDEO
hmm, lebih mending daripada video sebelumnya (http://fabulousasiam.blogspot.com/2011/09/this-video-is-total-mess.html), paling engga video yang ini lurus dan ga perlu miring-miringin kepala buat ngeliat. kalo masalah suara sih, gausah protes, dari sananya emang cuma kaya gitu. terus video ini emang aku bikin siluet (walopun rada-rada ga berhasil) biar kesan 'galau'nya dapet dan ga keliatan kalo nyanyinya sambil nangis. hahaha trenyuh banget wes nyanyiin ini. dibutuhkan kontrol emosi yang sangat besar. pokoknya maaf dulu deh banget banget kalo videonya kurang nyaman di hati anda. lagu ini bukan berarti aku galauer sejati lho ya -.- lagu ini jadi semacem 'mars' kalo lagi sedih dan missing you :)

LATAR BELAKANG LAGU
kangen. banget.
itu motif utamanya si lagu ini sebenernya. nyiptainnya sambil mingsek, apalagi nyanyiinnya, apalagi maininnya. ga begitu bagus emang. tapi lagunya bener-bener dari hati... kalo nyanyi lagu ini tu.....rasanya bener-bener kangen nyesek sampe dalem dalem. jantungnya kaya pengen keluar (lebay tapi nyata) dan gitudeh. pokoknya intinya, lagu ini tidak sengaja terbuat di tengah kegalauan yang parah. sudahlah, saat aku ngepost ini sudah tidak galau lagi :)

MISSING YOU

look at me, what did you see on me? i was in dark with no one's around me. i needed someone to love. i needed someone to hold.

so don't you see what makes me smile for no reason and what makes me survive in this condition? when the waves are above me. when there's no color in me.

i hate this empty feeling when i miss you...

i hate this miserable tears...

when i'm waiting for your heart

waiting for your heart to care

to care that all i need is just to see you there...

you were there. you were the reason why i smiled. you took my life so much easier. when there's no hope in my heart. when there's no dream in my head.

now all i see you've changed all the way i know. i don't even know who you're right now. i can't find you anywhere. i can't find you anymore.

i hate this empty feeling when i miss you...

i hate these miserable tears...

when i'm waiting for your heart

waiting for your heart to care

to care that all i need is just to see you there...

i hate that i cannot think when i miss you...

i hate these miserable heartbeats...

but i have nothing to change

to change how much my feeling

my feeling of needing you standing there

don't you ever think that i never try to forget what we have done before.

i'm trying everyday. i'm trying every night. but the stronger i try forgetting, the stronger i stay believing.

i hate this empty feeling when i miss you...

i hate these miserable tears...

when i still wait for your heart

still wait for your heart to care

to care that all i need is just to see you there.

i hate that i cannot think when i miss you...

i hate these miserable heartbeats...

but i still have nothing to change

to change how much my feeling

my feeling of needing you standing there

for me...